(Verse 1)
I’m nearing the end of
my fourth year
I feel like I’ve been lacking
crying too many tears
Everyone seemed to say it
was so great
But did I miss out was
it a huge mistake
I can’t help the fact I
like to be alone
It might sound kinda sad, but
that’s just what I seem to know
I tend to handle things
usually by myself
And I can’t ever seem to
try and ask for help
(Pre-Chorus)
I’m sitting here,
crying in my prom dress
I’d be the prom queen if
crying was a contest
Makeup is running down,
feelings are all around
How did I get here I
need to know
(Chorus)
I guess I maybe had a
couple expectations
Thought I’d get to them,
but no I didn’t
I guess I thought that prom was
gonna be fun
But now I’m sitting on the floor and
all I wanna do is run
(Verse 2)
I keep collections of
masks upon my wall
To try and stop myself from
revealing it all
Affecting others is the
last thing I would do
I keep to myself though
I want to break through
I hold so many small
regrets
And what-ifs down inside my
head
Some confidence it couldn’t
hurt me
My demeanor is
often misread